Today is the first Sunday of 2018 and I’m here in front of my laptop because I decided to make a “Sunday Currently” again after two months of not writing/posting anything on my blog. Up until now, I’m still thinking of what to share. Maybe I could share with you that I’m already working or I could share with you that if I’ve made the right decision that I’m going to do on the first and second quarter of 2018 or why not share with you both.
Let me start by sharing with you that I’m finally a working girl. I’ve got accepted in Pepsi Cola Products Philippine Inc. (PCPPI) last November 2017. I was hired immediately right after my interview. My position in Pepsi is I am a Credit Analyst. I always monitor the receivables of the accounts that I’m handling and I’m the one deciding whether the account is hold or release. It means that if the account is on hold, we will not make any deliveries to them because they have to pay first their overdue invoices. Every Monday, I always make an EA (Exception Approval) to check if the accounts have still overdue invoices. And if they still have, I will immediately send an email to remind them about their overdue invoices.
I’m so much thankful because of the good working environment in Pepsi. I did not have a hard time mingling with my officemates. Most of them are very nice and fun to be with.
Next to share is my decision I have made but I’m not really going to share it specifically. I just would like to share that I am scared now. I am scared because I might made a wrong decision. I am scared that I might fail again. I am scared that things might not go the way I planned. I AM SCARED, BUT HOW WOULD I KNOW THE RESULTS IF I’M NOT GOING TO TRY IT. That is why even if I’m scared, I will still continue doing the decision that I have made. I will still continue doing it because I don’t want to regret in the end that I didn’t try.
I have read this blog post (https://wordpress.com/read/feeds/44076315/posts/1720610918) in Thoughts Catalog for twice this morning. One of my new year’s resolutions is to not open my Facebook & Instagram accounts daily because these social media accounts are making me sick. Whenever I open them and see posts that are exquisite and expensive na halos di ko afford ang posts nila, I always end up comparing myself to them na sana ako rin, sana ako rin afford ko yung travels nila. In the end, ako lang ang talo because instead of being thankful on the things that I have, I always end up signing out from my social media accounts thinking when can I post a picture that I’m also in that beautiful place, that I’m also holding an expensive thing with a caption “Thank you, Lord, for this gift.” I know comparing myself to others is super nonsense pero wala eh minsan hindi maiwasan, hindi ko rin maiwasana na sabihin na I feel so incomplete, kaya ako na lang ang gagagawa ng paraan kaya mag-SOCIAL MEDIA DETOX ako. I don’t want to compare myself again to other people because it is very toxic and I know that we all have different stories of success and experiences. That’s why I am helping myself not to stress out on things that I don’t have and haven’t experienced yet.
This blog post
The sound of electric fan. I’m not playing any music while making this blog post because I don’t know. I think I should open my Spotify now and find a good music I can listen to.
Right now, I am thinking of where we will eat later after the mass. My boyfriend’s relatives just came back from Ireland and we invited them to have a mass in CCF at 6 pm tonight and after the mass, they want to go to Venice in Mckinley.
*nothing* ‘cos I have a cold (sipon). That’s why I can’t smell anything.
2018 will be a great year for me
That the decision I am going to do on the first and second quarter of 2018 will go the way I planned.
My new eyeglass that I bought in Executive Optical (EO) because they are on sale.
A white t-shirt I bought when I was in high school and the new green pajama that my tita gave me last December 2017. Yep, I am still wearing a pajama.It means that I am still not taking a bath. Eww!
all the blogs that I am reading everyday. Hello to all the bloggers out there. Thank you so much for making blogs that keep inspiring me and helping myself to become a better person.
A new planner but I’m still deciding if should I buy the Belle De Jour or a planner that is affordable. Hahaha Kuripot!
GOD ALL THE TIME
Tired because of my sipon.
GRATEFUL because after all the pains, sufferings, failures, & rejections that I’ve experienced last year, I am still here on earth making this blog because I’ve survived. So cheers to another year. May we all have another fruitful and blessed year.
Happy New Year everyone